Hear the Music

Hand BellsHappy New Year! Happy Holy Name!

On the eighth day after his birth—our New Year’s Day—Jesus’ parents joined him to the people of God by obeying the law of God. They circumcised him. And they publically proclaimed the baby’s name: Jesus, which means “God saves.”

Initiation and Investiture

The Feast of the Holy Name of Jesus is the day on the church calendar when we celebrate Jesus’ naming day, his christening if you’ll pardon the pun. Luke 2:21 says, “It was time to circumcise the child; and he was called Jesus, the name given by the angel before he was conceived in the womb” (NRS). Between Christmas—when we celebrate his birth—and Epiphany—when we celebrate his gift to the wise men, the first Gentile believers—between those two events in the church calendar, we celebrate Jesus’ initiation.

However, this isn’t only Jesus’ initiation day, it’s ours, too. Galatians 3:23–4:11, the Epistle reading for Holy Name, speaks of our baptism. To quote the introductory words of the baptism ceremony: “As circumcision did in the Old Covenant, baptism serves as the initiating rite of the New Covenant.”

Furthermore, tomorrow is not just the celebration of our initiation through baptism. According to Galatians, it’s the day of our investiture. Our graduation. It’s the day we don cap and gown and publically declare who we are. It’s the day we sign our names to our New Year’s resolutions. And that’s a whole other ball of wax.

God the Father may have carried us this far, to his appointed day, but as we consider our hopes for the new year, what assurance do we have that we’ll be able to carry them out? And how will we know that it’s his Spirit leading us and not some false melody of our own making?

White Gloves

I learned to play the hand bells in high school. Before I knew what was happening, Miss Davis slipped those little white gloves onto my hands and positioned me in the center of the table, next to middle C. You’d think sticking a novice in the middle of the melody would be counterintuitive since it saddled me with more playing time than, say, my friend Laura, the concert pianist, who rang the high notes. Instead, being in the center helped me hear the whole table, the whole sound, not just one end.

Miss Davis knew what she was doing. She chose arrangements that were challenging, but not too hard for the least musical of us (me). She focused on our technique, helping us reform the circle of our gestures to mellow and lengthen our bells’ reverberations. When we needed to learn on our own notes, she made us count, count, count out loud to keep each of us honest. She urged us to hum the melody even when our own notes were resting so we could hear the whole piece. She even conducted while simultaneously playing two bass bells—the heavy ones—herself.

That first year, we memorized the “Carol of the Bells” and rang it antiphonally as we processed into chapel. We sounded good and I fell in love with the collaboration and solidarity of many of us creating one music together.

So, of course, when I got to college, I joined the college bell choir. That conductor made us stand in reverse with the high notes at the left end and the low notes at the right end because she couldn’t conduct without it looking like a piano from her side of the tables.

It didn’t help that rehearsal was scheduled right after my anatomy lab. I’d leave my lab coat in the science building, but the clothes underneath still reeked of formaldehyde and decomposing dogfish-shark. My fellow ringers needed olfactory space, which interfered with our ability to close up the auditory space.

The final straw was the pieces our conductor gave us to play. Her husband was “composer-in-residence” at the college and he seemed to be exploring a modern, scientific, cacophonous sound. In those pieces, the tune was often buried. Or hiding. Or missing. I couldn’t find it. And no matter how often she shouted, “Hear the music! You’ve got to hear the music!” I could not.

I retired the little white gloves. Herky-jerky clanking the clappers in a last-second attempt not to miss my notes was no substitute for the haunting, calling peal of “Carol of the Bells.” Maybe you feel called to buy lingerie or a Chevrolet—both of which have used “Carol of the Bells to advertise this season—when you hear that, but I felt called to something deeper, something substantial, something robust.

Ringing the bells in high-school ended up being the last time I was taken in by my participation in music-making. By college, I might have been obeying the score, but I couldn’t hear the music anymore.

When was the last time you were “taken in” by your participation in something larger than yourself? What desire did it satisfy? What depth did it summon from you or call you into?

You can find Hear the Music, part 2: Wear the Robe here.

2 responses to “Hear the Music

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